whatthehellareyoulookingfor.
it'snotthatyouhaveitallortheleast. youhaveeuphoriayouhavethecountdownyouhavesomethingisnothing. andiguesstwootherthingsthatileftout. iwaswonderingifyoucouldhelpmepassthisthingiwasgoingthrough. youknowiwasjustveryconfusedmaybeiwasthinkingicouldgetmotivationoranythingsynonymoustothat. it'snotreallywhatiwanttobeinatrightnw.
attimesiamjustsickofbeingtheasshole. iwassickofbeingtheevermockingpersonthatithinkwasandstillis. iwishyoucouldtalkmeoutofitandwellthenmaybeithinkweneedtosettleit. ineedtothinkbutnothisway.
yeahyeahihavebeengreedy.
thehelliamdamnit.

Use me as you will pull my strings just for a thrill and I know I'll be okay though my skies are turning gray..I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven. Its okay...
Remembering, everything about my world and when you came wondering, the change you’d bring means nothing else would be the same did you know, what you were doing did you know? Did you know how you would move me, well I don’t really think so...
If you want to be free I'll never stand in your way but with all that I am, I'm asking you to stay. So just hold on and it won't take long...
I miss you my friend. It feels like you're with me...
sometimes I cry but I can't tell you why. someday I'll find a way to say just what you mean to me. but if that day never comes along. if you don't hear this song I guess you'll never know...

5/03/2007 03:19:00 PM

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